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tearsAs tears stain my cheeks I sit I sit and dream of darkness When I ask does this self inflicted hell end When I cry whentears
I weep for the child I was happy and Unaware What happened to this girl that these days
Yes these days I cry to the heavens These days I cry to hell The pain,
Is always there in the dark
by ~PhenixGoddess
RednessA sea of blood surrounds me as I fall into this well of loneliness I feel the ragged edges of my skin The Butchered tendons as my wrists fall Then Darkness Why you may ask Why would I do thisRedness
Because the paranoia strengthened its hold on me The loneliness became to overwhelming It was to hard to continuemy containment of self loathing I was a coward I gave up
It was just to hard for me So I had to destroy the thing I hated most Myself
by ~PhenixGoddess
Love's Mind FantasyHere I sit envisioning nothing but one One thing stands out in the test of my sanity This glowing god of my mind Him nothing but him stands out in this world around me I taste not hear not see not but himLove's Mind Fantasy
All the world is a muse but only he is mine I hear his voice, see his smile, the laughter in his eyes I think in my wonderment has he ever seen me the way I have seen him The understanding the passion the lust It overwhelms me into a crazed passion
Why must I suffer this way what did I do in a past life to give me shuch agony I look to him and think what could b
by ~PhenixGoddess
RevengeDeath oh sweet death I feel your loving embrace but I am tortured Why do I not feel the cool kiss that you shall give me But then it flashes a scene in my headRevenge
The pain his hot breath on my neck Then the searing flash of anger as he peirced the skin My warm blood flowing from the wounds My life slips away into a never ending darkness
You shall die he said to me.
But in a twisted sense of fate
I didn't I can feel it My body a weightless tomb as my soul slips away Then I feel it that burning sensation As I rise it slowly ebbs into a managible pain &nbs
by ~PhenixGoddess
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ShynessShyness grows uglier with age;Shyness
she dresses differently,
more confident and
with clearer intention. She whispers lies to me:
convincing me she is now the virtue, not the vice. I'm afraid to stop her any longer: she speaks for me like a mother for a child.
She's convinced me the
world beyond her arms
is not safe. But when
we're alone, she tells me how very much she hates the essence of who I am.
by ~lwoodnj
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